John

I go along fine keeping busy, and, so, the pain is buried, though I can sense it is there. But, then, I think of you and feel a stab because I can't post something to share, something for you to respond with your warmth and kindness, I can't ponder a trip to Tucson to visit and share time again and hear you play. I want the pain to pass. I want to think and do other things, so I won't be reminded of losing you. But, without that pain, will I forget you and your words that inspire Love and compassion? I don't want to forget and allow the loss to be complete. How can I remember without the pain?